frrraaaccckkk!!!!! ugh!

ok, i woke up this morning and i feel like i was run over by a caravan of ice road truckers.....basically i feel like i have the flu. this is just a side effect of my body getting used to the betaseron. sucks but i can't do anything but suck it up and do what i can to be around for jayden.

today however, i couldn't. thankfully, dave had an online interview at 10AM PST and just stayed up and allowed me to rest after his interview was over. all i could do was lie in bed all fracking day. poor dave. the worst is my eyes hurt badly causing a headache that just won't go away and i've been popping tylenol and fiorcet all day long. nothing helps.

i'll be feeling like this every fracking day for at least a month.

sucks ASS.

later this afternoon, jayden FINALLY went down for her nap, letting both of us take a nap. poor dave.....i honestly do try, but its so frackin hard, feeling like this and the worst part is that i could barely spend time with jayden today. we sorta caught up this evening, but still....it's not fair to her. she may not realize it now, but soon she will and that hurts me greatly.

in a month i'll be on the full dosage, so hopefully by then my body will be like...ok, i'm fine now, lets start getting stuff done..kind of thing.

sigh....ok, pity party over. i really don't feel right venting about this at all, but if i don't then what's the point, i'm only human :P

ok, i need to drag my sorry ms ass to bed ;) LOL